Another step in the right direction

I am enrolling in credit counseling. With the divorce, foreclosure, and everything else I don't know how to pay my bills....so now I am waving the white flag saying HELP ME!!! It is one of the biggest contentions with Joe and I...which it isn't really but it is causing him to have a slight reservation with me. He wants a full partner not someone who is depending on him for money which I totally understand as I was the strong partner for so long. I have been thinking for awhile that I need to do this but how...so I am taking the reins and doing it. I no longer want to be incapable of taking care of me and my family so as of today I am going to be responsible. No more looking at how am I going to do it......just tackling the problem and doing it. So after I run Joe somewhere I am going to come home and finish filling out the paperwork...not for Joe but because it is the right thing to do and it will be a sense of accomplishment for me to pick myself up out of this mess and be ready for a new challenge. The last chapter I have to close on my way to healing. No more victim here!!!