Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Struggles....

Oh I have fallen off the wagon...after 15 lbs...I set a goal for myself of another 5 lbs by Thanksgiving. Halloween was a horrible tole and getting myself back on track it hard. So I am bound and determined that no more. Today is the beginning again.

I am also struggling with my self esteem right now. Something happened at work that was rather embarrassing and now I lack a ton of self confidence. I was sitting at my desk thinking I was such a terrible teacher and that I don't know what in the heck I am doing as a teacher here. So I realized this and am going to find all the good things I do in my day for kids and relish in that rather than dwelling on my lack of self confidence. The problem with being a teacher sometimes is that there is a idea that you have to be perfect. However, no way and I just can't. I am a human before I am a teacher and if I remember correctly there is still human error.

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